i never wanted to become a doctor. i pulled my ass through med school limping and crawling. got held back twice and shouldve been thrice but the proffessors feared i might suicide if i got held back again and didnt want that in their conscience. became a shitty doctor earning shitty wage in the middle of nowhere shithole. i didnt want this. i wanted to be a mob boss. or an invesment banker. someone cool and free. i hate this. i hate my life. i hate myself.
it's the only job market that is growing in the west
